singing, screaming, kissing, tugging.

i just deleted about a paragraph and a half of bad and negative and sad thoughts. but now that i deleted it, it no longer exists. and i think that my real self should follow my blog self and do that in the real world to. so. goodbye bad things. goodbye monsters under my bed and uncomfortable situations and mean thoughts. im done with you. you are bad for my complexion. i will let myself be sad sometimes, but i promise i will try to focus on the happy and silly and wonderful.

for instance, in 26 days, i will be playing speed scrabble with the coolest kid in the universe. and also, the boy that i have a crush on flew three hours this weekend to hold my hand at a concert and eat chinese food on my dorm room floor. and also, i think that the guy was just being rude to me at the coffee shop today because he was trying to flirt with me. and also, tonight the wrap that i get every time we go to the caf tasted a little bit yummier. and also, i got accepted to IU today. and also, i am going to wear sundresses all weekend in georgia. and also, i am smiling.