over the rainbow

for the first time in five days, I can see my floor. Not that i've minded my mis-matched group of visitors, but for the next week or so I plan on taking a deep breath. i'll let my thoughts simmer and hopefully they'll turn into something productive.
lately ive been thinking a lot about evolution. not science-y darwin stuff, as anyone who reads this thing has probably spent at least an hour or seven of their lives hearing me complain about my physics class, so naturally the evolution to which i refer is NOT science oriented.
i have, however, been thinking about change. and what causes it. and what happens because of it. how some guy who thought i was cute in my red dress a year ago is now the first name i look for when i sign online. how someone who simply shared my passion (yes, passion) for jim and regina is the person i still hang out with every day. how the boy responsible for changing the course of my israel experience was recently admitted into the school that i loved. how the school that i loved is no longer where i want to be.
its just so strange.
this time next week? im off on another adventure with people who make me laugh. people who make me question myself. maybe my collection of almost-thoughts will turn into something motivating. maybe there i'll find an outlet for this bundled up on-the-verge-of-greatness gut feeling that i cant make go away.